In Your Presence My Memories Swallow Me

there are some terrible shows on TV these days but i still find myself watching them all the time.

so this weekend was fucking amazing. i went to boone with tricia and curly.

when i got to boone i was so excited to see everyone that i had been missing since i left in early december. it has been a long time coming. there were a couple of problems between two of my friends when i first got there but luckily i was able to fix those and everything was finally ok between them again. jeremiah supplied car bombs for people because it was his birthday and i say thank you sir for that, they were delicious. jere and i had the majority of them. i also drank some schlitz for the simple fact i think that is something everyone must do sometime in their life... but then i quickly went back to my roots...STEEL RESERVE.

i also got to see matt rothkopf and alex harrison, they are good people. it was fun getting drunk with jackson and colin because i have only done that once with jackson and never with colin. all my good friends greeted me with open arms when they saw me and they all took very well to jenn and lee. sometimes you dont realize how great the friends you make in college are until you cant see them everyday like you use to. god i miss them all so much still and ive only been gone a few hours.

anyways, tricia and curly had a damn good time as well.

i guess thats about it other than i cant wait to go back up there and do it all again.

its been good lately. last weekend i went to charlotte so i could go to Athens, Georgia with charlie, tracy, jenn, and lee. it was a damn fine time except the pool closed at 9:30 on a friday night...lame!

anyways, ive been having a good time in greensboro with all the people here but i have missed all the people in boone so much... well all thats about to change because come tomorrow, my ass will be in a car on the way up there for visiting and jeremiah's 21st birthday party

flashback for a minute- i usually dont like valentines day but jenn drove from charlotte to come see me on that day and made me a cake. shes so awesome. anyways, because i worked on v-day i didnt get much of a chance to see her so we celebrated the next day before she went back and i cooked us both lunch. i would say i did a good job.

back to boone. im coming up with my friend curly and jacksons sister tricia. this is going to be a good time. if any of you are reading this and want to see me leave me a message... i will call you when i arrive

this weekend i went to charlotte as many of you may know, and let me tell you i had a great time. i went down there to see jenn and for matts birthday. i know his birthday isnt until the 31st but thats on a tuesday so i wanted to see him for the celebration of it. the ride down there and home was a lot of fun as well.

the first night there i drank with jenn, tracy, charlie, lee, clark, and je'nen (sp.). i didnt drink long with them because i had 3 irish car bombs in like 5 minutes and then all the good alcohol was gone so i quit.

saturday i went to southpark mall with those people but with meghan and charlies sister instead of clark and je'nen. then afterwards we went to matts to go to a party and it sucked so we went back to his apartment and watched cruel intentions. i love that movie.

i know, i am writing like a 5th grader right now but im tired and tired of writing because i just wrote two papers.

anyways, sorry to josiah for not calling because i really meant too i was just either sleeping or busy and i didnt get there on friday until midnight. but next time i come to charlotte which wont be too long away ill make sure to call you and get there earlier.

i left my pillow in charlotte and im very angry about that.... still!

so tonight i go to work at 5 get off at ten and then me, meghan, and possibly curly are going to charlotte for the weekend. this is going to be great. if anyone wants to see me then leave me a message here along with your cell phone number so i can contact you when i arrive or on saturday most likely.

so again i realize it has been a while since i posted but ive been super busy. there are a few things that have been missed on this from me so here it goes.

1) goodbye 2005, hello 2006
2) i have a new girlfriend... her name is jenn l. fowler
3) i miss app mose than anyone will ever know except for maybe the people at app missing me.
4) jacksons new roomie is apparently a jackass
5) i am now going to GTCC and that is going really well.
6) i miss all of my friends, but especially the ones at app because im so use to seeing them everyday.
7) christmas was good, i went to charlotte for a christmas party.
8) new years was awesome, i went to chapel hill for that.
9) i got to see megan roberson over christmas break, which made me happy because she lives in california and i dont get to see her often but since she was a big part of my life for 2.5 years i want to see her as much as possible
10) this list is getting long
11) 8 am classes suck but im actually making it to them.
12) people suck... that was just something that needed to be said
13) i am now a stocker at lowes
14) i have an interview/orientation with UPS on february 7, 2006 at 5:45 pm
15) i still need to give alli's sister back her bowling ball
16) i want my books back

ok so thats all for updates in that fashion.

last weekend matt l. and jenn came up from charlotte and we had a really fun time except for when i was working knowing they were visiting in greensboro and i coulnt hang out with them. jenn and matt came up again on thursday because jenn needed to talk to her mom so matt just rode along. its good to see them both.

jackson came up this weekend along with jeremiah. we got drunk, it was good.

next weekend i am going to charlotte to visit some people with meghan t. and hopefully curly.

that is all, you can stop reading......NOW!

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according to this thing i apparently dislike canadians enough to commit genocide on them...

dear Greensboro,
guess who's back... ME!!! yes it's true i am back in greensboro and for a good while. i am going to start going to GTCC for a little while and then off the some university again to graduate there. it will be good to see the people that are still here more often.

dear Boone,
we have had some wonderful times and i love you so much. you have brought me friends i will never forget and will always cherish. i'm going to miss you more than you could ever know, but don't worry i shall be back to visit as often as possible. this goes for all my friends in boone as well. i am going to miss all of you so fucking much. to be completely honest, i really feel like i left a big part of my life when i left boone today... but i'm never going to forget that part of my life, as i hope none of you will forget me.

i didn't get to see everyone i wanted to today and say goodbye and because of that if you are reading this please tell the people you know i am friends with up there everything that i have said. that would really mean a lot to me.

I LOVE YOU ALL AND I'LL BE BACK

this sucks

so this weekend was fucking incredible. jenn and lee came up to stay with me and to go to the party jeremiah and i planned at jeremiah's house. it was a movie characters party.

so in case you are not aware of what this means then i will tell you. people were suppose to come to the party dressed as someone from a movie. there were a lot of great costumes at the party but no one beat brett zimmerman's costume. he was rufio from "hook". the costume was amazing, and trust me when i say i will get pics of this up soon enough. the party was a really big hit. there are usually a good number of people at his house but we always know the people. this time there were actually a lot of people we didnt know there and almost everyone was dressed. some peoples costumes werent that good but thats not the point, the point is they tried.

anyways, that was on friday night. on saturday we didnt do anything that exciting except i did get to yell at mcdonalds employees because believe it or not they gave me a raw burger... not a pink burger, or slightly undercooked burger... but this was still some serious raw meat. the outside of the meat was still pink. however, i did get free fries and an apple pie out of it. that is quite possibly not enough compensation for a raw burger but oo well.

even earlier in the night we went to mcdonalds and jenn ordered a burger and a parfait... keep that in mind... and also remember that she is asian. well we get the food and we look in the bag, they gave her sweet and sour sauce... she didnt even get anything that needed sauce nor did she ask for it. as a matter of fact they didnt even ask if she wanted any, they just gave it to her. i think they may be a little rascist at that mcdonalds... just kidding. it was funny, and she wasnt even pissed, she just laughed at it because believe it or not it has happened to her before.

sunday jenn and lee left, and they both said they had a good time which made me happy. after they left i just stayed at jeremiah's until 11 o'clock that night watching football and playing videogames. it was a damn fine time.

thanksgiving break was a lot of fun. good food, good friends, good beer(kinda)... what more could i ask for?
who knows.

anyways, i regret i didnt get to see some people i wanted to see such as adam e, chris s, and amy p, ebie m... i think thats about it, but i could have forgotten some people.

so now im back at school and this semester is almost over with, thank god.

so as you may or may not know i went down to charlotte to see a bunch of people. i got to see all of those people and made some new awesome friends. i know i have already done this, but i would like to say thank you to everyone who did one or more of the following things...

1) supplied me with alcohol... matt, tracy, jenn, kirby
2) gave me a place to sleep... jenn, tracy, mary lou, matt
3) gave me some free awesome clothing... matt
4) *put peanuts in my nose while i slept*... kenan
5) gave me food... charlie, tracy
6) showed me a good time... matt, tracy, jenn, charlie, lee, mary lou, p-chop, kisling, callie(sp.), terra, nancy, josiah, kenan, darrel(sp.)... if i left you out sorry, i didnt mean to, but thank you as well

there arent enough words in the english language to describe how much fucking fun i had this weekend.

last night was amazing.

that is all.

read it and weep bitches, i am none other than...


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never since senior year spring break have i dont this much drinking. i mean sure many of you probably do it more than i do but i havent done this in a good long while. im also not saying it was bad, because trust me it was a lot of fun.

thursday: jeremiah and i almost drank an entire half gallon of vodka (90 proof)

friday: finsihed that vodka, found another part of a bottle in the freezer and finished that as well.

saturday: went to 3 parties, took part in 3 kegs and ended up drinking 16 beers and 2 shots of vodka. this was a good drunk.

thats the end of my drinking but eli did come up to boone to party with us one night and im glad he came. its good to see friends from home.

so tonight i went to winston to go see into the moat, cephalic carnage, BTBAM, and the black dahlia murder. all in all it was a good show. cephalic carnage in my opinion was the best part of the night.

ps- dont ever eat at CACTUS JACK'S by ziggy's... the food sucks and its way over priced.

i am drunk, i am sleepy, i am ready to go to bed... but at the same time i'm not ready to sleep.

someone tried to hook up with me this weekend and i didnt want to. she was rubbing my arm and things so i had to pretned i was asleep to make her stop... i think she was mad at me, but i dont care.

ben is here right now staying with jackson and i.

good cigars this weekend. i really liked the maker's mark cigar ben bought.

colin got a buzz from cigars.

friday night we had an accidental bro-down in colins room (colin, jackson, and i). teej would have been jealous. we watched billy madison. "oh my god, old man clemens hates shit". smoked. ate pizza. fell asleep by accident.

party at jeremiahs tonight but it was a total sausage fest, but oh well... it was a good time with the guys.

bye

i have come to the conclusion that people suck because people give you excuses about things... "when we got together i think things moved too fast, i mean i had only been single for like 3 months" well um... yeah this time it has only been uh... 1 month, especially when you told me last week you just wanted to be single and now things have changed.

i know its not my business but it makes me so mad when people i consider really close friends lie to me. theres almost nothing more i hate than being lied to especially when its by someone i care about.

i mean if things dont work and cant work then tell me that, dont tell me some excuse to make me feel better, because im a big man... i can take anything you fucking dish out as long as you can take whats going to come back your way. i think thats it... people are too scared to tell me what they think or are feeling because people that know me well know i have a bad, bad temper and wish not to see it... especially if they havent seen it. but that the weird thing, usually if you are honest with me i won't get too mad and maybe not even mad at all. but some people are so fucking ignorant and childish that they would rather lie about something and have someone not be mad at them at that point than to tell the truth and have a small tif and then things be over with. it doesnt make sense to me.

this is complete bullshit, because regardless of your feelings for a person if you want to be single you can... i mean thats what happened to us right, so dont give me that crap either. i want to hear it straight, and i want to hear it from you about why you felt it necessary to lie to me about this. i mean sure i wouldn't have liked it either way but at least i wouldn't have felt betrayed by someone i love so much. and if you are happy with him then im still happy for you, but we spent a long time together and i dont think i deserve to be lied to. if you have any kind of heart you'll try to fix this.

so to some it up, if you are reading this... talk to me, give it to me straight, because if you want to salvage the friendship we want to have with eachother then you'll do it but until then FUCK YOU!

i hate when people lie to you about something thats not even a damn big deal in the first place and you find out 6 months to a year later that they in fact did lie to you about something you caught them in.

fuck that. people really suck sometimes.

certain events today have left me speechless and unsure of what to think on a number of things.

fuck this

today, has been the best day i have had in a while. enough said.